If all you wanted is to be happy, be happy. Don't let yourself down even if you have to disappoint others. You are what you want to be. Stop taking care of people's feelings. They don't worth it anymore. It's a waste of time. Judge yourself. Do stupid stuffs, don't care what people say. Party like there's no tomorrow. You are yourself. Fuck everyone, what they say. They don't know you. Mess around. Think out of the box. Move on. If you keep staying on things that have no improvement, you're dope. Fill vacancies. You're special, you know that. Forget the past, let bygones be bygones.